I always end up back on tumblr when I’m depressed.
I have so much shit to do since the hurricane caused us to have a week of classes cancelled and no access to the buildings. I hate everyone for no reason and just want to lay at home, wallowing in my angry, depressed mood, wishing for these weird feeling anxiety attacks to go away. And my thoughts of how terrible I look, every time I look in the mirror.
However, this is not the week or specifically day that I can do that. Doesn’t help my xanax is an old prescription, so don’t even know how it is helping.
I rather be a crying mess right now, instead of this cold, hating person.
